Twisted, contorted, little thought, Traveling on transistor radio, Airwaves humming, people singing, Media, mover of culture, Controlling life and styles, Singing to crying eyes, Giving little thought to teach and chalk, Making room for Cheech to talk, Chong to break out the water pipe, Draining, leeching the public, While Momma’s cry, Wasted, humiliated, left for…
Tag: depression
Seconds
Sitting on the couch, Watching the scale slide high, Bigger than a pine cone, Taller than a pine tree, Heavier than pine cream tea, Mixed in heavy canned cream, Steamy, wafting high in empty air, Dreams, hitting in the solarplex, Indiscriminate, judging me till I blow up, Caught up in jail house thoughts, Tree’s falling…
Moments
Writing on the wall, Advanced notice given, Moving trucks rolling out, Life seems to be falling, Short a dozen or so items, Moving in, all disorientated, Lost my effects, 4 times no less, Always picking myself up by my jeans, The first time I found myself, A walking country song, 2 jeans, 2 shirts, a…
Looking Glass
Selfish image, looking in the mirror, Crack, boom, falling glass, Looking down, blood flowing from bruised knuckle, Anger embellished in flushed face, Soft wound, can’t see the floor, Blackness engulfs the soul, As the heartless sorrow sucks me through, Glass to glass, heart to heart, Chase begins through the Queen’s court, Caving in diseased hollow…
Done
Ripping heart from chest, Opening memory chest, Running, heart beats hard in chest, Out of breath, done my best.
Alone
Wall of shame, alone, My soul in chains, alone, Locked in closet, alone, Trapped in chests, alone, Shame entrapped me, alone, Feeling hopeless, alone, Lost in darkness, alone, Forest encroaches on me, alone, Caves hold my heart, alone,
When Divorce Feels…. good?
Sitting here I’m reminded of you, I’m not fucked up without you, Dying and suicide feel like another life, Reminded of you, I live true because of you, Set me free, yes you did, Soul of a man because of you, You never needed me Boo, Now free of you, I live free and true,…
Twenty… Ten… Bull
Destined for a win, Taking a spin, Driften down highway twenty… ten, Ten miles from my destination, Girl, meet me within, Let me take you… for a spin, Dance for me on the twenty… ten, Tires spinnin’ out for you, Going through our paces, Sitting around playing aces, Don’t see any benefits, Watching time float…
Feed me that phych’a’delic
(Trigger Warning: Suicide ) All ready to die, Take me on to the edge of suicide, All ready to die, Take me on to the edge of suicide, baby, Take me on to the edge, Take me on to the edge, Onto the edge, Onto the edge, Take me baby, on that deadly ledge, Deadly…
