Stuck

Time a ropes slope to a horizontal line equaling infinity,

Tripping down the path of everlasting jaw breakers,

Break, break apart,

Break, break apart,

Digging deep inside, pulling the feelings out,

Sherlocks glass spending eons perceptualizing the emotional fragility held inside,

of me,

Inside,

Inside of me,

In me,

Eating away inside of me,

Twisting, turning, fading out parts of me into the ethereal abyss,

Surrounding,

Twirling,

All around,

The clouds take me up,

Sky forcing me down,

Away the birds sing in crowds,

Flocking the skys,

Covering sun above,

Shadow swinging to and thro below,

Ground swallowing me,

Angels and Demons all around,

Arguing over my open stomach,

Pulling those abandoned feelings outwards,

Am I good,

Am I evil,

Am I good enough,

Was I please not evil enough,

Oh the scales,

They are putting me on the scales,

How I dread the scales,

Not knowing the weight,

I can’t call the State,

No one to complain too,

Stuck in this customer service barren world,

Sealed to experience,

The horror,

All the horrors,

That continue to twist about,

Haunting me,

Tormented, I swing about,

Blinding by emotional pain,

Struggling,

How can I be me,

In this horrific place,

Full of pain,

Misery and wizardry,

Making for funny company,

Rowing through the tears of life,

Down the rivers of regrets,

Hoping down the hills of anxiety,

As emotional turmoil’s inside,

Burrowing deep inside,

Hiding away,

Locking themselves away,

Revealing their bubbling heads,

Lava hot inside,

Remaining,

Inside of me,

Digging, constantly digging,

Eating away at my soul,

Digging fun at me,

Showing me the black barren heart,

Flung about inside against the walls of my sanity,

Flailing about,

Lost,

Living out eternal pain,

Suffering,

Looking into the eyes of those around me,

A zoo piece I am,

Caged,

Animal,

I am,

Stuck here,

In my head.

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