Spinning Cycles

Heart and guts on the table, Tears and eyes crying wide shut, Outside thrusts inside, While life spins insanely, Circles turn while cycles repeat, Ultimate sacrifice set before the gods, Insanity run wild as a beast in the field, Tearing through life, Charging at the ones once loved, Anger flows while fear overflows, Tears, tons…

Life before the internet was amazing!

Do you remember life before the internet? Though I suffered from mental health issues before the internet, I promise the internet has helped increase the amount of symptoms I experience on a weekly basis. Unplug yourself a couple hours a day and try to make an internet free family day. Social media will be there…

Walking Memories of Despair

In the darkness my thoughts gathered, Tides pushed aside by gravitational forces, Moonlight pushing against them, Forces gathering inside, amused at the plight, Inside the torment slowly gathered stregnth, Assaulting the shores of sanity with greater might, Fighting back the fears, tortured thoughts which come with malice, Stabbing at the eyes of the seeing, While…

Black Gowned Spector

That dark curtain, What is behind it? Shall we peak? What should we discover? Will it be? What we think it was? For the dark curtain draws back, Revealing it’s secrets dressed in black, Black gowned Spector rises.

Dreaming?

Inside I sit by myself, Starting a conversation, Whispering quiet like, Hoping for inspiration, Inside I die a little, As the dye runs down the pad, Watching as it soaks in, Much like Lillie Pads on the pond, All life drowns, As I look down, Seeing the many eyes floating around, Staring back at my…

A Park Full of Larks

In the darkness, There sits a lark, Who sings about madness, Silence sits outside her park, Where she sits, Contemplating sadness, While she visits her baby chicks, Who will grow into singing larks, Themselves a gift from above, To all the attendies, Park goers listening to their song of love, While sharing a box of…

Black Hole Eye

Falling down hole after hole, Running forward through hallway after hallway, Journey to nowhere, finding myself passing everywhere, Catching myself falling forward into a spinning circle, Eternal circle of unlimited reality, Reaching infinity, falling through the stars, Shining bright as circles of gravity grab at the body, Pulling, Tearing, Pushing, Grabbing, Forcing, Through the walls…

Heartbroken

Nursing broken heart, Love lost to youth’s selfishness, Used to look at you like a gem, A chance to redeem my soul, Now I nurse my broken heart, Looking back at the loss, Causing my throat to stop with tears and phlegm, As I drink my tears from my hearts broken bowl.

A Sailor’s Fate

(Work in progress) Dark rises, in the sky stars shine, In the eyes, lights blaze, Raising caskets from oceans, mermaids sing loud songs, Calling forth lost sailors, lost at sea, Long eons under ocean deep, barnacles grow and conceal, Ships crash against the water, mermaids swim and dive deeper, Rolling waves move the world, pushed…

My Love, Save Me

Upside down, rebuilding relationships, Hanging on the closets door, My cloak of despair awaits, Beckoning into isolation, Unknown destination ahead, Dead, I’m dead inside, Dead, I’m dead inside, I’m to blame, I’m to shame, What am I to do? Where am I to go? Despair, disdain, Dancing the walk of Cain, Cursed, Amore, My love,…