I was having an awesome practice session and stumbled upon this beautiful song that came from some deep emotions I am working through.
Category: bi-polar
I’m Free
The thought hits against the wall of pain, Inside my chest there lays a boundary I can’t cross, I don’t know how to row that boat, My responsibilities lay bare, Figuring myself out, I’m on the right path, Moving forward, down that lonely lane, Realizing that the skeletons in my closet don’t define me, I’ve…
Where Will I Be
Looking in the mirror I see You, Lord, Looking back at me, High, drunk, enraged, full of anxious fear, oh Lord, Where do I go, What do I say, Do I just let go, Or, do I stay, How can I go on, oh Lord? My life has gone by me, All this time lost,…
When I Look Into A Looking Glass
Introspective look at how my view point is changing for the positive.
Dreamscape
Why are words not boring? I speak and write so much, filling the data centers of the world, our digital and spoken library. Yet, I can’t get enough. It is fascinating what I can do with letters, combining them into words, dancing with syllables, rhyming them, creating metaphor. Forming words from every language. Some letters…
Dreamlike Panic State
Tonight, oh tonight, Where the dreams lay light, Weighted by feathered down, Sleeping into the late a.m., Tonight, oh tonight, Wandering dreamland, Hand in hand with Alice and her friends, Where the land collides, Tonight, oh tonight, Laying asleep dreaming onwards, Brainwaves colliding with reality, As subconscious shifts, Tonight, oh tonight, Running down dreamy corridors,…
Dream Lily
Dream little lily flower, Close your bud, Fall asleep deep in your bed, Close your bud, As your thoughts drift, Close your bud, The butterflies and bees will return, Close your bud, Dance freely on dreamy breeze.
Addiction
Dark desolated passage way through, Portal wide apart calling us forward, Running backwards, Horrified faces scream, Silence echoes in return, Caverned hell gapes ahead, Arms stretch outwards grasping for solid soul, Closer we creep, harder we fight, Life in helpless moment, Under the skin we feel those crawling insects of fear, Goosebumps surge as adrenaline…
Mantra For Myself
Breathe, inward and outward, Peace, inward and outward, Calm, inward and outward, Strong, inward and outward, Stoic, inward and outward, Understanding, inward and outward, Caring, inward and outward.
Enticing Me
Its like when I look inside I see, The whirlwind that is me, Cycloning about, To sad to see that he really is, A father, a hero, a friend, What a man I’ve been so far, Looking forward to more, Yes, I am, Inside I move above, A man, alone in this world, In search…
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