Bad Dream

Decisions looking me in the face, Sacs under the eyes, Smoke, caffeinated stain teeth smiling back at me, Coffee junkie, searching for the next twinkie, Depression stained face, Tear ducts cemented shut, While I try to cry, Shouting into the atmosphere, Hitting wall after wall, Full speed accident waiting to happen, Where, when, why, what…

Hello

Looking death in the face, Face falling into my hands, Skull and bones flying high on the mast, Mass evacuation I run till I fly away, Angel wings carrying me till I fall, Falling till I hit clouds carrying angels. Voices, carrying on winds, Voices, carrying on highways, Driving through the valley rain, Driving till…

Preparing for a New Feast

A window closed, Curtains contain the foggy exterior, Inside an empty house I stand, Now ready to expand and grow, Sludge hammer in hand, I begin the renovations, While memories and depression pound at my door, I paint and decorate, Filling each room with unique life, Dancing about on happiness, While singing with the morning…

A Circle of Dreams

There I sat alone atop a hill, Below in the valley of memories stood turmoil, I turned around and beheld a blank canvas, Looking beside me a bucket of paint and a single brush appeared, Stroke after stroke I painted my dreams, Envisioning a life full of communication and happiness, Friendships budded and faded, Relationships…

Bi-polar, the cruelest of mistresses

With twisted heart I write, Deep in thought, Desire to be happy exists, Where sadness rests, Anxiety drives the wheel, While I drift over each curved line with glee, Boundaries I set drift far from my sight, As I engage life on dangerous roads, Alleys that should be left in the dark, I roam in…

Sober Difficulties

Absent from my life, Absent from my lung, Absent from my belly, Oh how hard it is to miss that drunken high, Higher and higher till I landed, Flat and maladjusted, Using to avoid life, Life not lived to avoid thought, Void and bland, Now sober my airplane lands, Runway to take off again, Never…

Little Fubu

Her little arms and hands, Extend in my direction, Her smile widens, My eyes brighten, Little Fubu so sweet and mild, Her love I feel, Though I knew we must part, My heart eternally extended, To little Fubu, A daughter of my heart, Her orphan face, Her eyes I see in my dream, Her bite…

Light House

Nothing is like you, An anomaly of love to me, That you are, so true, To me, you are the light I needed, A lighthouse on the shores, Of true love, That called out to me in my desperate hour.

Twighlight

Down the hole I fell, Passing your house on the right, Seeing you outside, Sunbathing listening to some tunes, I stopped outside, Watching you, my lover, Thinking about those long nights, Spent ironing out the kinks, Amongst our relationship, All those sleepless nights, We spent together, Holding each other, Loving one another, Together we fight,…

For You, It’s True

I look into your eyes, see diamond eyes, Shining in the dark, lighting the skies, Your heart shines as glittering lights, Fairies fly all about, fluttering for you in the sky, For you, beautiful you, For you, wonderfully perfect you, You are my baby for life, its true, You are my baby for life, its…