Recovery Story

Yesterday I was faced with an interesting perspective of my life.  Ten years ago last month I was diagnosed with four conditions, their implications life altering.  Psychotic Disorder NOS, Borderline Schtizotypal, Majorly Depressed, & Personality Disorder NOS.  I was handed a couple bottles of pills, not even told good luck, and sent on my way…

Pulling Myself Out Of A Slump

Up until Monday I felt really blue.  My depression raged and put me into a deep slump.  I felt pain for past events, fear for current events, and anger at different situations.  I can pin point each thought that brought my mood down.  Even though I am aware that past events can’t be changed and…

Where I Was, Where I Am

Depression has been a thorn in my side since I was a preteen.  I remember starting to feel depressions effects as early as ten years old.  I don’t know if anyone noticed, or if anyone knew how to help.  I dealt with depression silently because the one time I tried to get help I was…

Depression & Satisfaction

Depression is a sneaky monster that wears many masks.  It likes to hide under the bed and grab a-hold of my leg when I wake up.  Depression continues to drag itself around the house as I try to shake it off.  Eventually I wear out and I sit down.  Sitting down is what it wants…