Mantra For Myself

Breathe, inward and outward, Peace, inward and outward, Calm, inward and outward, Strong, inward and outward, Stoic, inward and outward, Understanding, inward and outward, Caring, inward and outward.

Enticing Me

Its like when I look inside I see, The whirlwind that is me, Cycloning about, To sad to see that he really is, A father, a hero, a friend, What a man I’ve been so far, Looking forward to more, Yes, I am, Inside I move above, A man, alone in this world, In search…

Forever Recovery

Forever I am stuck, In this viscous cycle of recovery, Never ending my brain turns, Churning out the cycler thoughts, Which spin the paranoia, Out of thin air, Such circles spin and spin, As I sit stuck in this everlasting cycle, Recovering from each stressful moment, Each time feeling little further from the start, Slower…

Bombarding

Despite a recent thought blockade, Skydiving planes of stress bombard, Shattering the peaceful bouquet, Of baby blue bonnets, That keep the dark thoughts at bay.

Contemplations

Sitting here full of contemplations, Mind ticking through file after file, Stacks of discarded memories hover, Floating about the ethereal regions of far off memory, Grasping at strings, Attempting to fill the gaps with empty boxes, Imaginative speculations leading to paranoid delusions, This or that, tit for tat, Crazily spelunking down cavern walls, Deeper into…

A city I want to visit

What cities do you want to visit? Las Vegas, I want to experience the city of light. Explore the casinos, see a few shows, have fantastic food, while spending time with my love and friends. I want to return to Spain and explore the beautiful cities, along with Sicily. I would love to make a…

I hope people say…

Tell us one thing you hope people say about you. Despite my belief what people say about me is not my business, I hope they only have reason to say good things. For those who have cause to say negative things, I do apologize deeply for what I have done to you.

Boot Camp Was Boot Camp… eh?

My experience wasn’t horrific. We did have a run in with a lie about a brownie because one of our division would not flirt back with another person in a different division, so they lied we stole a brownie. We were all drilled for 3 hours, a puddle of sweat underneath us until the truth…