Old haze visits these days, Spaced out on meds, Returning to normal routine, Old haze visits these days, Feeling the pull of lethargy, Feeling the push of sleepy hollow, Old haze visits these days, Restful and whimsical dreams, Fill hollow between the ear balls, Old haze visits these days.
Tag: Life
I’m having a rough time
My partner has a lot of health issues which give me pause to ponder many questions. How do I support them? How can I help them experience their bucket list? How do I care for myself? How can I make every transition easier for us? What do we both need to remain comfortable? Who can…
Watching experience
With life’s end so close at hand, Watching you experience, Life is like counting rubies, You are the gem of Gods eye, Each experience a moment locked forever, In my memory, To carry me through the, Rough oceans of my own time.
Death standoff
I face death after death, His cloak quick, Bone fingers rattling along the stair well, Running up stairs, Natures taken its course, Standing by grave, Your husband standing next, To his nee husband, As they lower you into the grave, Conflicted friend standing, Wishing he understood, Pushed away and gaslighted, While mourning the loss of…
I Never Learned Who I Was Back Then…
TRIGGER WARNING: Self Harm, Racism, Drug Use, Violence, Bullying, Abuse, Neglect
>Forest of My Mind<
I feel as if I am in a bubble that holds my mind and spirit outwardly from my body. Looking within I see the emotions churn and broil. Roasting away under the heat aggression of anger and rage, the emotions slowly dry, crumbling to the dust of regret and wasted effort. Inward, searching the crevices’…
Tipi’s Tap Tap
The fingers go tit tat tap, Up and down inky keys, Tipi’s tapping typing, Strokes punctuated by a bright tap, Kaching, bell rung onto next lines, Stationary fed through cranking wheels, Tip tap tip tap keys fall, Stroking away, as ink dries, Leaving beautiful words behind.
Letting Go
I’m letting go, all past hurts are forgiven. Let’s all move on and enjoy what’s left of our futures.
The End
One day at a time, Foot ahead, foot on the footpath, Ahead, an ending, Will it be the one, One day, one foot, another time, Ahead, the end, Waiting for the foot to end, As time fades away, Laying in the grave, Foot steps ending, For the last time.
Carefree World
Sitting in my new old car, Driving windows down hair blown, Carefree in the wide world, Driving down the hill into unknown, Sitting while feeling free, Carefree in the wide world, Here, there, a bit of everywhere, Feet tip toe, walk, dance, and run, Their merry way in this wide carefree world, Here, and a…
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