What are you most proud of in your life?

Generally being a pleasant, agreeable, hard working, dedicated, loyal, caring, having great consideration, joy, and courage to face the emotions inside of myself which I find negative and toxic to myself, life partner, family, and friends. The anger, resentment, traumatic responses, triggers, anxiety flares, manic spirals, depression hollows, and the over all feeling of failure. In spite of all the evidence that I am a successful man. I must admit I would t be where I am today or proud of my ability to fight as I have learned to do if it were not for the help of my life partner.