All the religious exploration has been done with open heart and mind. I really wanted it to be real. I desired to be embraced. The need to experience love has remained a longing all my life. Christianity caused me many traumatic moments throughout my life. I remember being yelled at and embarrassed at the age…
Category: Exploring Religion
No Belonging
Here I am, Sitting here listening, Hypocrisy, The basis for the beginning and middle of my life, Christianity hysterity, All law, no love, All sin, no pleasure, All hate, no embracure, Never loved, never once, Always judged, Was I, I didn’t walk away, I never belonged.
Eating a PB&J in God’s Hand
Needle pricks my skin, Looking at the needle of hysteria, Feeling the sparkles pop, Colors fade to white, As eyes close seeking Nirvana, God, I reached You, Just in the nick of time, A jack I pulled from the deck of life, Winning the lottery, Meeting me where I stand, Here I am, Bare and…
Questions?
Dark echoes in the halls of the synagouge, Looking at the dead body of my lord, At the age of 4 he entered my soul, Revelations strike again, Fear, hatred, envy, jealousy all intertwine to take my soul, Victim again, Hatred stabs, murder burns the eyes, While the psychotic stirs within, Demon soul, devil within,…
Black Gowned Spector
That dark curtain, What is behind it? Shall we peak? What should we discover? Will it be? What we think it was? For the dark curtain draws back, Revealing it’s secrets dressed in black, Black gowned Spector rises.
Hello
Looking death in the face, Face falling into my hands, Skull and bones flying high on the mast, Mass evacuation I run till I fly away, Angel wings carrying me till I fall, Falling till I hit clouds carrying angels. Voices, carrying on winds, Voices, carrying on highways, Driving through the valley rain, Driving till…
In Defeat I Found My Journey
It’s been a journey, Somewhere along the way, My store of motivation fell away, Now when I wake to start my day, It is harder and harder to push forward, Each step, each step I feel the chains, Fighting against the world, Pushing past the pain, Growing muscles and strength of character. In defeat I…
Mental Health & Self-Worth
The morning I woke I up, And saw my worth, Looking in the mirror, Middle-aged & baggy-eyed, Staring back at the shaggy man, Reflection of sand and time, In the mirror staring back, The lad of nine I used to know, In the mirror staring back, The young man humping sandy dunes, In the mirror…
Church
Standing in Atrium, waiting for my blessing, Sitting in the pew, head bowed in submission, Dancing in the Sanctuary, whispering about Mrs. Bouncin, Swimming in the Baptismal, singing heart out for Jesus.
Future?
I heard an interesting topic last night. Did Christianity cause the fall of Rome, or was it social chaos that we see in Capitalist countries today? More so, was it the movement of youth coming to Christ that caused Rome to collapse? Youth are the future, and their will be done.
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