I will never get back that time, Those years I wish I had, To be present with them I missed them so, Now they are grown, They don’t know who I am, How much I love them, Is lost to explanations of why I wasn’t there, Present with them, Oh, how I wish I could…
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F*****g Bi-Polar Rage
I have Bi-polar Disorder and there are times like tonight where I suffer from severe rage. It triggers from little things, the most unimportant, trivial, nuances of life. I work so hard to control it. Tonight, I feel about to lose that control. So here I am writing about it, hoping to gain control back and to be the strong man I am.
Me and You
Sitting, trying to change the world with a pen stroke, Sitting, on edge listening for my name, Sitting, life passing by you, Sitting, thinking about you, Unexpected news, flashing headlines, Demon in you, lashing out at truth, Unexpected news, dread fills you, Demon growing in you, not a demon, Angel. Another life, feeding off you,…
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