Upside down, rebuilding relationships, Hanging on the closets door, My cloak of despair awaits, Beckoning into isolation, Unknown destination ahead, Dead, I’m dead inside, Dead, I’m dead inside, I’m to blame, I’m to shame, What am I to do? Where am I to go? Despair, disdain, Dancing the walk of Cain, Cursed, Amore, My love,…
Category: Poetry
Bad Dream
Decisions looking me in the face, Sacs under the eyes, Smoke, caffeinated stain teeth smiling back at me, Coffee junkie, searching for the next twinkie, Depression stained face, Tear ducts cemented shut, While I try to cry, Shouting into the atmosphere, Hitting wall after wall, Full speed accident waiting to happen, Where, when, why, what…
Hello
Looking death in the face, Face falling into my hands, Skull and bones flying high on the mast, Mass evacuation I run till I fly away, Angel wings carrying me till I fall, Falling till I hit clouds carrying angels. Voices, carrying on winds, Voices, carrying on highways, Driving through the valley rain, Driving till…
Preparing for a New Feast
A window closed, Curtains contain the foggy exterior, Inside an empty house I stand, Now ready to expand and grow, Sludge hammer in hand, I begin the renovations, While memories and depression pound at my door, I paint and decorate, Filling each room with unique life, Dancing about on happiness, While singing with the morning…
A Circle of Dreams
There I sat alone atop a hill, Below in the valley of memories stood turmoil, I turned around and beheld a blank canvas, Looking beside me a bucket of paint and a single brush appeared, Stroke after stroke I painted my dreams, Envisioning a life full of communication and happiness, Friendships budded and faded, Relationships…
Bi-polar, the cruelest of mistresses
With twisted heart I write, Deep in thought, Desire to be happy exists, Where sadness rests, Anxiety drives the wheel, While I drift over each curved line with glee, Boundaries I set drift far from my sight, As I engage life on dangerous roads, Alleys that should be left in the dark, I roam in…
Sober Difficulties
Absent from my life, Absent from my lung, Absent from my belly, Oh how hard it is to miss that drunken high, Higher and higher till I landed, Flat and maladjusted, Using to avoid life, Life not lived to avoid thought, Void and bland, Now sober my airplane lands, Runway to take off again, Never…
Hue
Beautiful you, Surrounded in so many hues, Auras that abound, Covering you in a coat of many colors, Valuable and sincere, Your heart shines the spectrum, From unseen beauty, To undescribed, mostly unfathomable color, You, my love, so beautiful, So you, True to you, In truth you dazzle, Amazing, emotional hues, Which turn the world,…
Little Fubu
Her little arms and hands, Extend in my direction, Her smile widens, My eyes brighten, Little Fubu so sweet and mild, Her love I feel, Though I knew we must part, My heart eternally extended, To little Fubu, A daughter of my heart, Her orphan face, Her eyes I see in my dream, Her bite…
Light House
Nothing is like you, An anomaly of love to me, That you are, so true, To me, you are the light I needed, A lighthouse on the shores, Of true love, That called out to me in my desperate hour.
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