Forever I am stuck, In this viscous cycle of recovery, Never ending my brain turns, Churning out the cycler thoughts, Which spin the paranoia, Out of thin air, Such circles spin and spin, As I sit stuck in this everlasting cycle, Recovering from each stressful moment, Each time feeling little further from the start, Slower…
Category: depression
Bombarding
Despite a recent thought blockade, Skydiving planes of stress bombard, Shattering the peaceful bouquet, Of baby blue bonnets, That keep the dark thoughts at bay.
The ghostly ring
Rings… ring… ring… Charges the telephone, Hanging on lonely wall, Bring… ding… lonely ring… Not a soul to hear, Haunted call by lonesome man, Calling into oblivion, The lonely phone, Hanging by a thread, There on lonely, Deserted farm road, Under buzzing halo, Ring… ringing… you.
There I go, Shooting star
Building dreams, climbing stair after stair, Skylines, horizons, all the izons, They are my dreams horizone, Zoning in and out, Duality swirls around my soul, Lifting me past morals and emotion, Bringing me down to human levels, Here I stand, there I go, Average man turned average man again, Again, I stand here, suit in…
No Title, just a bit of fun with words
Lit, lit, lit, Sip, sip, lit, lit, Can’t wait, here I am, I am me, Here I stand, come at me like a man, Battles they come seeking me, Here I stand, come at me like a man, Come and say to me, What you fear, is me angry, Don’t have to fear tho, Left…
Happy Veterans Day
I had my year breakfast burrito this morning and chatted with a few Vietnam Vets. They had interesting stories, one was in S4 the other a Navy man was off the coast. I remember my uncle today also a Vietnam man, a coreman on the JFK carrier he signed off on pilots going up in…
I Never Learned Who I Was Back Then…
TRIGGER WARNING: Self Harm, Racism, Drug Use, Violence, Bullying, Abuse, Neglect
>Forest of My Mind<
I feel as if I am in a bubble that holds my mind and spirit outwardly from my body. Looking within I see the emotions churn and broil. Roasting away under the heat aggression of anger and rage, the emotions slowly dry, crumbling to the dust of regret and wasted effort. Inward, searching the crevices’…
Sea Stories: A Surprise Visit
It was a random port off the coast of FL, I met my uncle with my leave chit in hand, a day of liberty for he and I to make up for lost years. We sat on his couch watching “The Mummy” enjoying pizza. I cherish that sea story.
Another Life
Lost a life, Gained life, Lost more life, Gained life. Lost another life, This time had to buckle down, Hit hard in the gut, Change a Demon, Eyes glowing yellow, Red dots of hell inside, Mind lost control, Body in chaos, Heart crashing overboard, Gripping the hull, Watching shore develop, Dreams abound, A life yet…
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